» Thursday, July 20, 2006
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
» Wednesday, July 19, 2006
hooray for the invention of spss! not.
omg the mac lab is freeezing pls.
and i want a hot spanish guy like my beloved baby
fernando torres OR like those hot models i saw on tvmobile yesterday. SO SEXY LA OMG. hahaha. i wanna go to spain. or uk. hmm. we'll see we'll see. come on daddy get your bosses to send you to london. haha
WHOO I NEED FOOD.
» Sunday, July 16, 2006
WHOOOOOOOOOOOO! LA PASSION WAS A SUCCESS! ALUMNI!!!!!!! WE DID IT!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG FREAK OUT NOW.
heehee. i was so scared on the first night i cried ah. but in the end, it turned out fine and on the 2nd night, hahhhhhhhhhhhhh. loves it. =D hiphop went fine too. NIGHT OF THE LIVING DOLLS!!!!! screwed up on the first night, not enough strength to get up at 1 part, second night, almost fell at that same part buttttttttt i pulled through! WHOOOOOOO. mum said she loved the doll dance. she's always loved it rather. haha. and ya. I MISS THE STAGE ALREADY. ever since thursday, when it was time for us to just do blocking on stage, i couldn't stop moving ah. it's just the stage. that vibe it gives out. teehee. so happy. i wanna dancedancedance on the stagestagestage again. haha. and i loveeeeee my buddies so much! i swear without them i would have died doing my quickchange from hiphop to doll. =D
but of course, there was the drama during the few days. seriously, WHATEVER MAN. want to tell don't want to tell, that's your problem. i don't need ppl to help me tell others if i have a problem with them. I'M NOT A KID. sheesh. and if she has a problem thinking that i kept picking on her, well hello i'm not the only one who thinks she has a problem with her arms THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
and i've been asked to blog about someone, who doesn't even read this blog. haha. stupid fool. CHAK.
ok enough bye.
